i know no matter what i say right now wont help anymore,
so i guess its over ? baby don't want me anymore.
i changed, yes , i did . i realise i didnt give in to you more and sweet to you like last time .
its my fault ,
im reading your bookbook you make for me for our 2nd month,
okay, really make me tears alot like a gay now.
im gonna tell you and ans ur so call qns in it ok ,
im really touched and surprised, nobody done this much for me before, i really love it alot. thanks baby.
i miss the begining too , we were so sweet and there were no quarrels, we were so in love. although my love for you never change even abit , but everything changed.
Yes, as time passes , it worsen , really alot of quarrels over small things, im sorry once again. it's not a bed of roses. no need to apologise, really .. baby.
Im th only boyfriend who loved you so much ? yes , and you are the only girlfriend i ever loved so much too baby.
But did you really cherish me ?
If you did , i won't be crying here all alone, but you just don care even abit and just goes to bed. its okay , im not angry nor saying you unreasonable. really.
ok, baby is sorry for:
-being unhappy in everything i do-
( yes , its true im disappointed w the reaction you gave me when i did smth for you baby . like tat time , i bought sandwich for you in the morning, without a thankyou,
you say you donwant eat it, but it doesnt really matter, because im jus scared baby is hungry , and i donwant it to happen yea . )
-always give me attitude no matter what
( actually i got used to it , haha, really baby, and i really just give in to you automatically one, like today, you flared at me out of a sudden, and i really give in alot,
don say i complain , but see ur text , didnt i ? didnt i done enough ? i really donno what i can do . )
-always push the blame to me when quarrel
(no comment , because sometimes really my fault.)
-never spare a thought for me
( nevermind, iloveyou. like really.)
-been harsh on word toward me
(yea, i really want to be cherished and love lot lot , donwant harsh, likka girl i know , but thats what i want.
-being a troublesome girlfriend
(not really, i love pampering you too baby, but , i cant give you what you want. im sorry again.)
-being a demanding girlfriend
( i did my best to give you everything.)
alright. moving on.
im really glad to have you too baby, i never regretted being w you too.
you really mean alot to me , i know i said this upteen times, but really,
And yes, you're the only girl in my eyes, no doubt. your really perfect and beautiful in my eyes.
but i know , im not that perfect boyf , not the type of guy that every girl want, but i just wants to be flawless in your eye.
i don want you to be back to me , because you are afraid that i would do silly things, because its your love i want, to have me back.
i dont know what more can i say, i don want to continue any further,
heart is broken , everything has broken into pieces, everything.
I guess everything is just a fairytale, all that thinkings of having a happy family , holding your hand till the end,
i really broke down , when you said, promise is meant to be broken , you jus have to be my favourite part of my life,
it really destroy th trust i had for you , i really took what you said for real,
when you said you will be mine forever, you will marry me . and turning my room into ours love nest. it wont happend!
nobody will appreciate me .
i don want baby to be hurt and suffer w me anymore , i shouldnt be selfish and ruin ur happiness anymore , i have to let go and let you go for th better,
Go find your true happiness ok , your not happy w me , iloveyou . im sorry , im really sorry.
